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0cosmicgorefox0) wrote2024-10-13 09:46 pm
0cosmicgorefox0) wrote2024-10-13 09:46 pm
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what's with this energy, anyways? are you looking for me? are you posessed by the energy of 'i must find this person, even though i have mixed at best feelings about them'
i thought that time in witchcraft and learning such things would distance me from what i percieved as delusions of that time- that your energy was near me until it wasn't- i thought it was sheerly wishful thinking affecting reality in a way that deeply impacted me.
i had no desire to think of you, so why are you back in my peripheries, fighting into focus?
ive been advised by my deities to keep my distance from your energy for the time being. that is; i should not deliberately reach out towards you in any manner.
thats why this is so stark to me.
i thought that time in witchcraft and learning such things would distance me from what i percieved as delusions of that time- that your energy was near me until it wasn't- i thought it was sheerly wishful thinking affecting reality in a way that deeply impacted me.
i had no desire to think of you, so why are you back in my peripheries, fighting into focus?
ive been advised by my deities to keep my distance from your energy for the time being. that is; i should not deliberately reach out towards you in any manner.
thats why this is so stark to me.