0cosmicgorefox0 | A/C unit restart

Today, I set the A/C back in the window. Stuffed the holes with high density foam and turned it to 70. Something about A/Cs calm me down, uplift me, put me in the mood to listen to nightcore techno dreamtrance stuff uploaded 18~15 years ago when I was in middleschool, reading Higurashi and drawing on my skin with ink markers and pens. My friend Shelby and I loved club music, fantasized about what we'd do when we were free of our neglectful abusive authoritarian parents. We loved Japanese culture and learning about it- when she tried to take Japanese in high school, however... she faltered. She believed she was incapable of learning it- but I believe the issue was more in the education program itself. She's intelligent and capable of learning, contrary to how she'd talk about herself.

Ouch, that hurt more to talk about than I realized. I hope she's doing well.